I don't feel sorry for your piano, you probably gave her an orgasm
Well, I don't really know what to call it. But here you go -- it's my fury, as unadulterated as I can get at this point.
Well, if you always play with such a passion, then it is wonderful
I listened to this and I think that it is the contrary of what the title says. You are finding yourself with trying out and enlarging your means of expression. Bravo! Well, why this should be "the best Messiaen" is not entirely clear to me It's m1469 After listening to your "dreams", to this and after having read your recent posts I just felt like commenting mainly with music and played something as a sort of answer. I called it encouragement and it's played especially for you.
Well, it's always there in me somewhere, even if I don't know how to express it (sometimes it just comes out in the form of me getting extremely quiet and maybe blushing). Lately I just try to connect with it more and more, mainly because it begs to come on out of me ... hee hee.
It is impossible for me to illustrate in writing what he was doing, but I found a M. Vengerov's Masterclass, where you can see a very similar approach:&mode=related&search=Hopefully, you enjoy it.
He is the Lang Lang of the violin world, *not* the Kissin
This is the best Messiaen I've ever heard.
The interesting thing, whenever we are in anger it is so much easier to express it and expression somehow becomes much more "natural".
Very often (and I find myself doing it, as well) while practicing we get into some technical details and get burried there, forgetting what we actually want to say. This connection in fact, is in the music itself, its image, character. Just find it, identify yourself with it and everything will get on its places. Be creative, open minded, and don't afraid anything.I've never met anybody who could establish this connection in his students, as L. Naumov.Right on the spot he would create such unbelievable plots, where the music would become so vivid and its content so clear, that it would spark such a feeling of inspiration!All the technical problems were on secondary place just to serve those images.No wonder he had a line of students who were such unbelievable virtuosi.It is impossible for me to illustrate in writing what he was doing, but I found a M. Vengerov's Masterclass, where you can see a very similar approach:&mode=related&search=Hopefully, you enjoy it.
Even though you may think your creations as chaotic at the time, you really are expressing your feelings clearly. Whatever technical inhibitions you may think you have at improvising, the important thing is your artistic ideas are vivid and quite beautiful.
I've said before, if life is a question without an answer, we must appreciate the beauty of the question without an end..A quest for the sake of a quest.
Personally, thats what I find to be the most beautiful thing about your character on here, you question more than you answer. You search, always, and if I have a fear for you, it's that you may one day stop enjoying the search for it's own sake.
IF, life is a question without an answer ... IF. And, besides, in my mind, if we know that, then the question of life is somehow answered.
And with relevance to what you said about letting the imaginary story dictate your expression..I question the musical purity of it, and then I don't, because music is a product of humanity, and it expresses humanity.The reason it may at first be questionable is because musical relations should technically be by themselves beautiful and dictate their own interpretation on a purely musical level.
And with relevance to what you said about letting the imaginary story dictate your expression..I question the musical purity of it, and then I don't, because music is a product of humanity, and it expresses humanity.
It is interesting to speculate what a person, secluded from the world, locked in a room from childhood, would produce if all they had ...