Several posters on this forum have told me to put this work aside until I'm farther along as a pianist because I may get frustrated and eventually give it up entirely. I don't think that's going to happen. I simply look at how far I've come in a couple of months and I can see so much progress that it encourages me to keep going.
I personally think that's poor advice. I would never put anything aside if you enjoy it and are making progress on it. Some people would have you playing things like isty-bitsy spider for years whilst you try to learn sight-reading to the point where you can just play the moonlight sonata from sight-reading it.
Yeah right. Let them use their own philosophies and just be thankful they aren't your teacher!
I've learned that tackling pieces that are way over my head isn't nearly as difficult as it might seem. You just need to have patience in the early going. You just have to have extreme patience in the very early going, but once you get past that things start picking up much quicker. I think most people are just too bent on "instant gratification" so they start with easier pieces.
I've just recently discovered that I'm losing motor control of my fingers. I may have to quit playing the piano altogether. I've been trying to refine a very simple etude that I have been playing for a long time but I've actually been back-sliding with it. Many people have just suggested that I get a teacher like as if that's going to miraculously take care of the problem.
I actually thought about getting teacher, and still might, but whilst I was thinking about getting one I thought about what a teacher might do. Then I thought, if I were a teacher what would I ask the student to do? Well, one of the first things I would ask them to do is to play the first exercises of Hanon. Yes, that's right. That's got to be the easiest piece in the world to play, if they can't play that fluently then why not start there to see what the problem is.
So I started playing Hanon again. I had actually quit playing Hanon a while back because so many people keep saying that it's just a waist of time. Well, lo and behold I can't play Hanon fluently anymore! It’s not that I don’t know how it goes. It’s that I can’t make my fingers play it smoothly. I could before. But now I can't. I'm obviously losing motor control functions to my fingers. This doesn't come as a shock to me as I'm already aware that I am having mental problems. This is probably just another symptom of my mental problems.
I'm practicing Hanon again, and I am making some progress to cleaning it up, but I just can't play it with the control that I used to have. If I can't regain control of something as simple as Hanon, then I'm really wasting my time trying to begin something like the Moonlight Sonata because I'll never be able to control it either. One good thing about Hanon is that it can certainly be used as a good sign of what's possible and what isn't.
If I go to a teacher now all I would require form them is to teach me how to play Hanon smoothly. But I'm already kidding myself that a teacher could "teach" me to do that. I already had the ability to do it before and I've lost it. So I obviously already know how to do it. I'm just losing the ability to precisely control my finger muscles. I don't need a teacher, I need a doctor.