It's great to see and hear all the improvisation activity going on in here. 
Yes it is, and I'm glad you are here. As Wolfi said, you are the master.
October 5th has become a special day, as of a memorial. Actually there is lots tied to this day, multiple birthdays and anniversaries, happy things of people I know. But it is a bit of a memorial. A close friend of mine passed away not on this day, but on November 8th last year...but it was on October 5th the report on the cancers (plural) proved imminently terminal, though they said months (plural). It was on that day I recorded the closest thing to an extra musical releasing in improvisation:
https://www.pianostreet.com/smf/index.php?topic=36189.0 It's grown so much a part of me...I know you relate to lose, because I've read of your loss. There is a reminiscent melancholy to this improvisation you've posted, but mostly it is shimmering with the unique beauty of your personal language, which I so much love.