Yeah, I don't go for ugly ones, It just kinda hit me in the face...she's really pretty and she's a pianist as well. I've felt this way about a girl only 1 other time, and she was was quite an attention seeker...
This girls different though. She is a pianist, intelligent, and is in agony rightnow because she's still to shy to ask me out. She smiles alot though haha..i'm not usually like this, not nesscesarily romantic..although it is quite fun and gives me inspiration to write better music.
I'm writing a piece for her right now and it's a beutiful romantic Waltz. And I sit at the piano and I think of what I can describe about this encounter...and I don't really try to think..it just comes to me and puts music into my hands. It's really amazing because I hear what's going on in my life in my music. Like it's a vivid dream and I could recall every moment of it. It's something that I am suprised I can do, it mezmerizes myself. I don't think it's a gift or talent...because at one time in my life I couldn't do this...and it rapidly came to me over a period of a few months. Maybe it was a gift? who knows...I by no means like to say Im talented or virtuoso, no way...I was just randomly able to compose beutiful music..I dont know how or why it happened to be for me and not a pianist who knows his technique better.
Lust or Love?