Hi people, Before I learned from that b!tch teacher, I had a natural sense of phrase. However, now, my instincts are different or nonexistent. I feel like I've no musical sense. Recently today, I figured out a big part of this was because my sense of phrasing was now lacking. It takes me some time and experimenting to figure out phrasing, which previously came naturally. Sometimes I just can't figure it out, and I listen to the great masters. However, there will definitely be a time when I am playing some obscure piece where very few people play, and Ill be on my own. It is really frustrating.Has anyone had similar problems? How did you solve it? Can it be solved?Thanks, Emily
Have you tried singing?
Singing helps a lot... even if you're not in a choir, usually your voice "knows" the best way to phrase a line. One thing:Notes don't increase/decrease "linearly" - it's not like each note is louder than the one before it in a crescendo. Rhythmically, groups of 4 have more of an emphasis on the 1st and 3rd units, and not so much on the 2nd...You might think this is stupid advice but if you are consciously aware of it then it'll help you (I had a struggle like this when I was playing the Chopin op. 10 no. 3- "how could I not do justice to this beautiful melody??" then I figured it out...)
Could you tell me in what way or what specifically this teacher did to destroy your sense of phrasing... I don't doubt that it happened... but it would help if I could understand where the damage was done. Often times an incompetent teacher can leave the student so unsure of their own musical instincts that they simply convince themselves that they have none at all. I have had a lot of experience "undoing" that kind of damage... the good news is that your sense of phrasing hasn't been lost... just temporarily forgotten... singing is GREAT for that and will help you remember --but often times there is a lot of miscommunication between bad teachers and their students... terms are not defined properly and very important concepts are either left out completely or are not presented in a way that the student understands... the student believes that they are doing things the way they were taught... or "the right way" but in fact they are not.So please share more about why you feel this way. maybe I can help.
1. The teacher makes me play along with everything that she can play (poorly, though.)2. One of the pieces that REALLY damaged me was the Ballade #4 by Chopin. She made me play with her for a BUNCH of times, and it destroyed me. In an earlier post, I mentioned a flowing section and a chorale section that she totally destroyed in me.3. I tried to counter this by playing, with the (noise-cancelling) headphones on, with Zimerman. This temporarily worked for a few minutes after I played with it, but after some time, I would forget the sense of music once more.4. The teacher kept on repeating "You're not allowed to do that in Chopin! When he doesn't write ritard, DONT DO RITARD!" And stuff like that5. Another thing to note was that the lessons were on Friday nights. Scentific studies show that if you learn before you go to sleep, you will be repeating what you learned during your sleep. I recently went to a camp where a great teacher was talking to me about instincts (in music), and said that a great master told her that instincts were taught. This gave me some hope. Maybe a could relearn my instincts! I'm still in that process. As for the singing, I don't know why, but before, phrasing came naturally, even though I never had to sing the melodies. And also sometimes, there are pieces without true "melodies", so what would I do then?Thanks for the advice, though,Emily
12 year-olds learning Ballade 4? WHAT IS THIS MADNESSPlaying w/ a teacher is pretty weird IMO but I've done that a couple of times (not the teacher being "Play the notes together w/ my playing" but usually me playing and the teacher randomly "joining in" on the 2nd piano). Anyway, just use your "inner ear" or the Zimerman recording. (Btw, if you're experimenting too much with purely physical approaches, that's not good, b/c everything you do in piano is striving to get a good sound, not striving to do some particular thing with your hand...)
BTW, I started it at 11, and I started getting worse at 12