Thank you all for your comments and feedback.
Well, the audition went through, and I didn't play my best. Well we never play our best, as we all know; yet this was definitely much below normal - ouch. I didn't get into Juilliard, yet I realise this is far from the end of anything - if at all, the beginning.
As for why I didn't get in, I guess one of the obvious reasons was the standard of playing. I guess there was nothing besides better preparation that could have helped there. The program chosen I realise was ambitious, but I still believe that given a better performance (which I am sure was a possibility) that this might not have been a problem. Then there are also other reasons beyond my control, but that is life, those are auditions, and to pick one's self up from failure is perhaps more important than knowing how to succeed in the first place.
As to my teacher in New York, I have just changed teachers; my previous teacher was Adam Kent, part of the Damocles Trio. My new teacher is Ms Nina Svetlanova - she has a website;
https://ninasvetlanova.com/ . I start with her in September.
Incidentally, I also have a recital in Connecticut on August 14th. My program is as follows:
Bach - Partita no.1
Schubert - Impromptu no.3 in G flat D.899
Liszt - Au Lac de Wallenstadt & Orage
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Chopin - Polonaise Op.53; Nocturnes Op.9 no.1, no.2
Rachmaninov - Prelude Op.3 no.2
Beethoven - Sonata no.23 in F Minor Op.57
And as an encore, I will be playing Liszt's Liebestraume no.3 in A flat..
Well, though I didn't get into Juilliard, I am if at all trying harder than ever to pull myself back up. I guess that for all of us, it is indeed the ability to spring back from defeat that will ultimately prove crucial. I can just hope for the best for my future, and just as equally, for yours.
Thank you again for your feedback.
PS: More videos? Perhaps... >_> I have one of me performing Rachmaninov's 2nd Piano Concerto, but only the first movement is on tape. That's not with an orchestra though. (The video is on the internet, but I don't know if I shall bother placing the link up here - don't know if there's a demand, and besides, I know not many people are keen on hearing 15 year olds play Rachmaninov. I'm 16 now btw; video made at 15)