Wolfi, thank you for your improvisational response, and arielpiano, thank you for your response. I have been debating for a time as to whether I should ever post what this improvisation is 'about', and I just feel the need to do so. This is one of very few that were truly based on something very specific, and perhaps programmatic in that sense.I remember the particular moment I improvised this, and I actually went into a very specific "place" -- this improvisation is based on what it would be like to wake as the sole survivor to a nuclear holocaust, as the individual whose greediness had overtaken him/her so much that s/he actually was the one to have pushed the button. S/he had a family, it's just that, as human behavior seems to be, egotistical thinking, greedy and selfish appetites, the belief of man as the center of his own universe ... leading him/her to create the world that s/he apparently desired ... waking to the destruction of what s/he had done ... having gotten his/her wish, but realizing the kind of loneliness that life is, and then realizing so deeply the mistake that s/he had made ... but not being able to reverse it.The silence at the beginning is deliberate, and meant to represent the kind of silence the world would be... the lonely, cold, rigid note is somehow dissonant all by itself, representing a single, unsure, scared voice, calling deeply into the emptiness and having nothing at all in response but the echo of the voice calling out. It takes a while for the echo to arrive back, and when it does it is a bit distorted (at a different pitch) as it has traveled actually around the entire world, searching for survivors (and finding none, reporting back). From there it is a call and response between the sole voice and echo, and eventually turns inward to the individual coming to grips with what s/he has done.
Does anybody else think it's strange that this is the last post in a month and a half of a normally very prolific poster? Should we be concerned? I hope everything is okay.