Have you ever been working on a piece of music and all of the sudden you have this realization, "I'm going to learn this!" I mean, one second you're just practicing, TRYING to learn the piece, and then the next second you just KNOW there is no way you can fail.What a rush!!
I sometimes get glimmers of this on a deeper level too, but just glimmers.
Me too, I just finished my recital. A few touches on a few pieces, and I'm back to the llllllllllllllllooooooooonnnnnnnnngggggggggg process of choosing new pieces, and learning them from scratch.
Have you ever just known that you're going to fail? i have... lots of time... haha