maybe you have to adjust to a cycle of good days and bad days and just not push it on the 'bad days.' especially if you feel like you're getting the sniffles, or you're just tired. that way, you don't overdo and then get sick or put out of commission for awhile.
what is it about mail and visits? bob, maybem1469has to come visit you now!
of course new music might cheer you up, too. did you order your 'gift' piano music choice? if you were here, i'd ask if you wanted to play the duet version of leroy anderson's 'sleigh ride' with me. we could drink peppermint tea and i'd show you my latest piano bench (much better than the one that lost most of it's hinges). it adjusts up and down. in fact, you could use it for painting walls, washing windows, or something - it goes up so high. i've never seen these X sides before. i prefer to keep my balance, so i leave it at the lowest adjustment. unfortunately, my bench is kind of narrow (but plush), so i might have to sit on a chair and you the bench. you may decide you want to go to cunningham pianos and get one for yourself. it's not squeaky.