exactly! and my hopes are that at maybe 50 i'll climb onto the stage somewhere and blow people away. i especially want to shock my piano teachers. not that they don't think i can play - it's just that noone has particularly said that i will have a successful career as a concert pianist. but, i never take 'no' from anyone - even teachers. so, i will forge ahead! i will be a concert pianist if it kills me (perhaps the only that would kill me is breaking my leg again). i particularly want to champion leroy anderson's music. i recently heard his (? irish medley?) orchestral version of some irish tunes and want to arrange it for piano. unless of course, it's already arranged.
it is something i have wanted since i first played a piano concerto my third year of getting the bachelor's in piano performance. it was so thrilling and addictive. prokofiev on a bosendorfer. it was so much fun.
now, i am returning to music after a hiatus of having three children, so of course i retrogressed a bit. but, my recent teacher 'microwaved' me. so i'm biting at the bit so-to-speak to get some 'gig's' going and start playing anywhere and everywhere. hoping to play for a wedding soon, and also possibly accompany again. i love to accompany - but, slightly more soloing. you can express more of your personality by choosing your own repertoire and playing solo. accompanying - you can show technical prowess and rhythmic mastery - but untimately, you are the background and should not overshadow the soloist or choir. there's a thrill to being a good accompanist - but i get a bigger kick out of just walking on stage (and hopefully) remembering at least 1/2 the music i practiced for a year.
? what if you got a cell phone that had a digital photo image of your music and you just used it in case of memory slips? does anyone do this?