Sometimes I feel like [...] maybe secretly it's because I love both... just in different ways.
m1469
hee hee... I am
completely and utterly musically high right now

YIPPY

(had a GREAT voice lesson and just got through performing just a little bit ago). Yeah, I do love them both and I can't believe I ever doubt that. I dont' know what my problem is... sometimes I just get caught up into my own world I guess. I just stay there, too, when I really need to be out LIVING more of my music.
You know, the right teacher at the right time can also make a huge difference. I love my teachers, but I have been struggling with direction regarding voice... well, I just saw one of my big time coaches today and she just really knows how to work with me. She pushes me and I can tell she sees something in me that she wants to bring out in me, and she knows she can, too. It's like sometimes a person just holds a magical key, where they just have to recognize this person in me and it's... well, magic.
Here is somethig tickly... a girl at this program I am doing this week found out that I am a piano teacher and is asking for my help while she is here. hee hee... it's so tickly because for now anyway, it's so obvious that when I try to do just one, the other one inevitably pops up in some way. I had decided that I was only going to be a vocalist this week, I guess that's not going to happen.
Plus I find it funny that just before this program started, I was thinking (once again) that I was going to quit voice. That's a joke... I think I am realizing more and more. If I ever say I am going to quit one, there must be something wrong with me. I don't think I ever will. Why can't I just accept this and get on with my life about it all ?
Oh yeah, I would like to take acting and dance classes, too. I am also thinking about joining back in with choir again... hmmmm... time, time, time.
Okay, I won't come down off this musical high for a while I guess... might as well enjoy it while it lasts.
Yippity Cheers,
m1469