well, i had myself a lovely little epiphany when at luch today i listened to horowitz playing beethoven's moonlight sonata. i could not believe the dynamics and expression that can go into a piece that does not seem that difficult. anyway i proceeded to listen to the other parts like the allegro and presto, and was blown away by the presto!! it made me realize i want to play like that, and not accept the fact i was working on things that were too hard. it is a wierd situation, because i understand them musically but my hands are semi retarded at this point. i dont know, i guess i feel like time is fleeting and i need to get good fast,(a normal state of being im sure!).