I am currently listening to this as I type. I have reached some interesting conclusions about myself, actually, after listening now a few times to this (a few times in each day over the last few days) and to some of your other recordings here.
hee hee... I was in the middle of typing, but then I got too captivated by what I was hearing to remember that I was supposed to be typing ... LOL.
Conclusions :
1. With this piece and with
your playing, I cannot just sit down and casually listen and then throw out a comment to you about this. I find myself wanting to dim the lights and listen to this at night time, and I want to lay on the floor with my earphones on and let it become my entire world for ... timelessness. I find myself in another world and it's as though absolutely everything else goes away. I would like to listen to this for a month before I give more comments.
2. Because of what I am hearing and experiencing through this, I am finding myself wanting to study music in a way that I have never studied it before. I am not sure how this will all come out, but, it's going to prove to be very important in my growth, and somehow, in even just a few days, I am already changed.
3. I find myself 'at home' in this music, and in your playing, and, I am not sure why. I am not sure whether it's because I have never listened well enough before, and maybe I am growing and hearing things differently, or just that your playing really speaks to me like this -- perhaps it's all of that together. I just don't have perspective on it yet, but I will.
Given the nature of this music itself, I find it somewhat strange, intellectually, that I feel so comfortable in it. It feels like it is somehow my own skin -- and despite the somewhat disturbed tone, it is not actually disturbing but rather comforting to me. I tremendously adore the music, and each time I listen, I just adore it more.
Something that I find absolutely fascinating about your playing is that it is sometimes as though I am watching a movie in 3D, where the images are actually coming right at me and seem as though they will actually hit me -- but you do this in sound. Particularly striking to me right now are these sections at : 2:36, 2:39 and then in seconds preceding and proceeding these (well, on some level it seems quite ludicrous for me to even point out certain drops of water amongst such a sea, so forgive me if it is offensive to you). It's incredible to me and makes me want to go to the piano and do something like that just to see if I can.
Thank you so much for sharing this with us, it is a precious gift

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