Everyday I wonder if it's suicide, I started when I was 20, I am now 24 am currently going to university hopping to get a degree in music education. When I see the level of pianists here, my jaw drops everytime i hear how well they play and how fast they learn new pieces. It takes me countless hours of practice to get a page done(getting hte notes and playing it expressively). I can't sight read to save my life, even the easiest pieces. It's alot of pressure everyday just to catch up and keep up with the school's expectation. Here's my question...is there really anyone who has made it as a pianist starting really late? i'm talking past 20 years of age. I'm sure at that age the brain works differently than when you're 10 and absorbs so much information without even knowing.I'm not just talking about being a pianist..but a well rounded musician ( theory, other instruments, well devleoped ear, etc) please let me know if i'm just dreaming or if it's not suicide. Thank you