Thank you for Ramseytheii comment on my post. In my gut feeling, I like to listen some other pianists the same piece of music. Before I learned the Beethoven pathetique, I have listened it since I was little kid. I didn't understand it, it was classical music and piano sound to me. When I became older, I learned it and dropped it and I picked it up again. It is so frustrated my piano teacher, not only one piano and few piano teachers forbid me even using the pedal when I play this piece, because it is not original. The staccato is not too much, it is really clear indicating there is staccato, and tone color ff, mf, pp, fp etc. have to exact follow old and original music she taught by her concert pianist. She said, please don't muck about with it, this is classical music. I have to very vigilance about this piece, every single note, phrasing, crescendo, every bit of piece, I have to follow very carefully. In the exam the Trinity or Royal school of music whatever the exam you are. They are so strict about and fussy about the details. Otherwise I won't be able to pass the exam. I do understand what she is coming from. I feel so dead in my playing the music. When I listen the CD, they are so feel, creative. It is like they are trying telling me beautiful story, or I am looking stunning piece of work of art. I always feel why can't I play as good as the CD