So. Auditions coming. Aside from composition, where I'm fairly sure I'll get in, there's the piano part on Thursday...
I have played the whole programme in concert twice already, so I should well be comfortable with it. I'm rather confident with technical stuff, e. g. having all of the notes (well, maybe there's going to be a flub or two in the half-an-hour stretch of playing, but nothing serious) in the right places. I know what to pay attention to interpretation-wise, like, for one, choosing tempos slighlty lower than I'd be capable of. Blah blah blah all in all, I think I'm ready.
And yet there is this little voice that keeps gnawing
you know you'll mess up, you haven't done all you could, (which, ironically, may be true - thank the auditions colliding with mid-term...)
you don't belong in that place, etc., etc. Anyone got any idea on how to shut down the annoying creepy bastard? I mean, I
know perfectly well how to deal with nerves, but convincing my subconscious is an entirely different matter...

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