Dears,
First of all thanks again, dear thalberg for all the sheet music you share and for your dry sense of humour.
In my opinion, in my life, I think a rather tend to a vision that life, the universe IS mainly a disaster. That life necessarily ends with death is absurd and a disaster. I live in a permanent state of 'what will be the next disaster ?'. In my human relations for example, in coupling, I go from the one disaster in the other.
The clip with the pooping bird, I think that for the bird it could have been a great moment of joy pooping right into the mouth of this maybe stupid journalist. So, that's not necessarily a disaster, but more a moment of joy or accomplishment.
What could be the next great disaster ?
Was it a good idea to shoot that satellite down yesterday ? There has been a topic on a Third World War, but I think it is so uncomprehensible that people often seem just looking for trouble or disaster.
I can't see at all what's coming, I have at most some idea, but that is nothing that interferes with my way of life. But I do think that I have a general feeling of disappointment, of lack. That I'm not made for a state of great hapiness. I do know that for instance this or that girl could make me perfectly happy but I don't do nothing about it (don't have the guts to even ask for a date). I can't explain this contradiction in me very well. It's a mixture of knowing that there's better and pessimism or cowardess. I live some kind of disaster and don't want to take the risk to get into a bigger one etcetera.
Kindly.