i played in a recital (that took place the 27 of June) the following pieces:
Bach Inventions #1, 2 and 8
Sonata K. 545 Mozart (complete)
Valse Op. 69 # n. 2 Chopin
I was pleased with the outcome, i mean there was still a lot to be desired but, from every performance there is a benefit.
Congratulations!

when i break down my pieces in to parts, and i practice those parts, i am able to play them at ok or required speeds. when i play the whole piece together it gets harder. and when i play different pieces together it gets even harder. and when i haven't practiced or limbered up and they suddenly ask me to play somewhere, it gets even harder. how do i maintain my technique and perfect speed? of the pieces i have probably no trouble would be Bach's inventions.
That's normal. Normal. Normal. You tell me, you're more advanced and you practice more. But I'm guessing you have less trouble with inventions because they're short. Maybe you have a problem with memorizing longer pieces, such as the sonata.
also....my teacher. i don't know if she might be one of the culprits. the week before the recital i played the pieces for her and she said they were fine,i didn't like that. i knew my pieces weren't technically and interpretationally correct. she offered no help concerning the 1-3 thing even though she saw me stumble over it lots of times. also since she is the director of the institution of music and fine arts. she is most of the times late to classes. and she's expecting less and less of me. i feel like maybe i should change teachers but i'm not sure if i have the correct reasons.
Can you ask questions, like, should I play it faster/ slower, louder/ softer? How would you interpret this? Maybe even get her to demostrate for you. I do that whenever I'm more than halfway through learning a piece, sometimes I have ideas and I would show my teacher. Those moments are what it's all about. If you're going to figure it all out by yourself, what's the use studying with a teacher? Doesn't matter whether the teacher is the director or a concert artist, find someone you can really play piano with and talk to.
i've already seen chang about forearm rotation and i still don't understand what am i possibly doing wrong? in measure 25 there's a trill with 3-2 and i used some of changs methods and it kinda worked... is there a more appropriate fingering to measure 15? also in trill using 1-3 should i concentrate on more finger motion that wrist motion?
I don't think any of us can really answer that, as we can't see you practice. Try using both motions to be safe.
how should i practice? even chang cannot answer my question...should i start with a piece or a scale? also i will be playing in a recital on friday and i feel that i should be practicing even more...should i? what do i do to garauntee a good performance? after practicing so much and dedicating my time and soul the making of music on this instrument, why does it have to be all blown away on a recital? why should i make mistakes? why can't i achieve what an eight year old did? does the piano i have anything to do with it? it's an electric one, hard key. so in essence what do i do?
i detest myself, and i mean it. i can't do anything. i started about a year and a half ago and i've only advanced to play this and bach inventions and a valse of chopin. even chopin should be harder, but this?
If you're not sure about your practice, mix it up a bit. Your mind might just need some freshening up. Maybe it was the pre-recital jitters. I still haven't settled on a practice routine, thinking of turning 1 1/2 hour to 3 hours to work on more things. There's so many things to do; don't spend more than an hour on just one thing is my rule. I read Chang, and he recommends playing finished pieces cold to check your performance.
Please don't say that. That makes me feel bad. You're doing well, I think. I started a year ago and still no inventions. A schoolmate of mine was playing for two years before he did that sonata. Not to mention a classmate who has been playing for ten years... Okay, I'm babbling... The point is, you are not as bad as you think.
i really want to make music. and not just have the pleasure of listening.
Same here. *sigh*
Cheer up, okay? *hug*
