Thank you very much to both of you

. I haven't been working on this piece for all that long and have been working with some specific ideas, some of which I am still wanting to do a better job of incorporating.
It's interesting, I have always had some kind of discomfort with working on a piece as though it will reach a point where it finally becomes "art" in a way that one would hang it on a wall and call it final, as though that is what a performance and/or recording is supposed to be (perhaps this is the main reason I have not developed my drawing and painting more and have gravitated toward investing more time and effort into music ? hmmmm ... maybe I am missing something ....). As though every little nuance is all worked out before hand, and the only thing that you do in practice is try to perfect these pre-planned ideas. Well, I am realizing more and more that there is a need for that (of course !), and these sorts of interpretive structures may provide a springboard of sorts to continue from, but every time a piece is played, it will still be a little different than the last. There is just infinite discovery I guess, and sometimes it's tough to know how that all relates. Listening to a recording of any one take, I think it's easy to find still more ideas on how to better express something, or just simply how a particular element would sound better if done a little differently.
I suppose there is always some balance taking place between those things which are structured and those things which are not planned and subject only to the moment of performance. That very thing has been one of the biggest mysteries of music to me, or perhaps of the human/individual interaction with music. A computer will not come up with ideas on its own when playing back a piece of music through midi or so, and it won't breathe, but when a person plays it, the music becomes subject to so much more -- it is then subject to everything the person is, which is somehow consistent yet changing everyday. I suppose there are many ways to "say it" but perhaps the aim is to reach a point when it couldn't be said any better ? I don't know.
Okay, time for practice, I think

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