In response to the video clips of Brahms Haendal variations:
It sounds like piano-playing, not music. It was much too slow and the musical ideas were presented in a labored manner. The listener shouldn't have to be subjected to a waiting period. It's the same as someone speaking too slowly - the listener has time to anticipate what comes next. That anticipation ruins the communication. And annoyance sets in.
I was annoyed when I first listened to the second clip. I was annoyed the next time I tried to listen it. Then I played the first clip. And again, it was too slow and I was annoyed.
The musical ideas in the Brahm's Variations isn't complex. It's very simple but supported by a dense texture. That density doesn't mean it should be played slower so that the listener has time to process the information. Doing so just turns listening to music into listening to piano-playing.
While many pianists like to listen to piano-playing, probably because they selectively hear the notes (and not focus on the musical ideas), non-pianists do not listen with this kind of filter. Most wouldn't care about how many notes there are or how impressive it is. What they intuitively listen for are cohesive ideas.
The performance in the posted video clips do not present cohesive ideas. Cohesive ideas bind together to form a whole that can be digested by the mind in such a manner that makes sense. Your performance didn't make sense. It sounded like it was droning on and on. Give my ear a break. No one likes to be nagged at. And if the performances in your debut album is just like this, all you do is add more pollution into the vast sea of crap that continues to be issued.