Last year, after a summer of listening master classes given by Yo Yo Ma I had a big breakthrough in my playing. Suddenly I would get standing ovations, be asked for encores or simply feel much better and have audiences like my playing much more; and before this, I was really just considered localy as another one of a whole bunch of local pianists. Im suddenly starting to stand apart from that bunch. I wondered, what am I doing different???
I realized that Yo Yo was always very enfatical about concentrating on the flow of music from interpreter to audience. Much more than listening to yourself, or concentrating on what you are doing, on how you look, or what the audience is doing; he simply taught me to open your ears to the way the music reverberates in a hall, comes out of your instrument and into the ears and minds of your listeners. When playing Scarlatti I felt like dancing, I felt happy, so now when I play these works of his, I try to fell that energy going out into the audience, I wanted to put a smile in everyones face, and to make them bounce in their seats. When I played Beethoven, I felt vulnerable and so, I want now people to leave the hall feeling human and vulnerable and moved. I never thought of the audience before, and missed out on what I think is the most rewarding part of being a musician: to give music to other people. To lose my inhibitions and fears and simply open my heart to the audience. To become a generous person and go out on the stage with the sole purpose of giving. Eventually, the circumstances would have some effect on my interpretation, and a quiet audience, or a sighing audience, or an enthusiastic audience now has a big effect on how I play.
I dont know, Ive seen that many other pianists are fearful of the audience, or a bit pedantic, as if they want teach the audience, or boast. Others simply dont want to think of the audience at all!
Do you give thought to your relationship with the audience?
Does the audience affect you in positive ways?