UPDATE:
I told my parents about my dream and they didnt respond in a happy matter. They were crafting their own little plans about my education. They got it all planned out already, they know Im good in chemistry so they intend to send me abroad to a university so I can study Biochemics or Biotechnology or something like that. I told them that I liked chemistry, its pretty interesting and stuff but I would NEVER sacrifice my free time for chemistry. There's the cut, I like chemistry - ok but I LOVE the piano and classical music. My pile of 2nd hand and special prize CDs is getting larger and larger, Im playing 4 hours a day piano and watch alot of documentaries about classical music. Even if theyre not home alot, they mustve already noticed my connection with music is something special. They still dont want to let me be.
Last night when I argued again with my mother, she said things like "Do you know how much money you get when you're teaching in a music school? I got a friend who is teacher in a music school and he always complains about his salary! Its not enough for a living ! And how do you intend to go through your university life? Do you think you're good in playing the piano or something? Do you think you're talented? This is just like a stupid childhood dream of yours! And you're already 16!"
What I felt was a mix of anger, sadness and disappointment. What I felt is that she probably didnt grow up, watching movies, cartoon series or reading books about people who do everything they can do achieve their childhood dream. Im really disappointed.. she went from complaining like that to things like " If youre gunna study music, I wont send you any money, you can be homeless if you want to, you're nothing if its not I who gives you the money. Have fun working the whole day to pay the rent, and have fun eating bread everyday. (we are an asian family)".
This is, however, not stopping me from my focus, I still want to put this through, more than before, just to proof my parents you don't need money to be happy, you dont need to be Lang Lang to earn money with music.
Id like comments on these things: Is the salary of a pianoteacher really that low? Is it enough and feed a family? How should I react about my mother's feelings? Am I doing the right thing here? Is it more important to try to achieve my dream rather than to listen to my parents and do something I will probably lose interest in?
Thanks for reading, Im looking forward to the comments.
PS: I thought it was inapropiate to write her what she really said, it was really alot more inpolite.