Well, just be glad I'm not going note by note ... haha. I will *probably* become obssessed and, most likely, my confidence will grow as I take each step, and we'll just see how it goes! Thanks for your comment regarding the fingers, though

. I still hear lots to work on, but I guess that's a good thing. Right now, for me, it's as though my piano self exists in another universe or dimension, and even though I've been playing for my teachers (sometimes better than others, of course), it's as though I am needing this kind of formal way of really defining the sounds to myself (as well as practicing putting it "out there"). It's so easy to forget how to play for other people! But, it's already changing my world to have started this, as though I can't imagine having not put it into motion. I'm excited

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Updated portion in reply #17 and #18, below.
Yes, this is an itsy bitsy (but growing day by day!

) snippet of Schumann's Theme and variations on the name ABEGG. I am posting a small (tiny) snippet from the third variation.
I have goals in my life and I apparently need to take baby steps to get there. One of the huge factors that I try to work with right now is my need to express complete ideas (as well as the need to play perfectly -- which I realize this is not). I realized recently that part of my problem with sightreading is that I inwardly feel a complete musical idea that I don't know how to express at sight, and so the result is confusion for me. Well, that helped me think a bit.
But, the purpose of this thread is that I plan to piece together the entire Theme and Variations, which I have been working on for quite awhile now. I am aiming to eventually be recording entire pieces again, and performing them live, etc. But, this is me developing that 5 yr. old self who actually knew how to think and play in entire ideas, but needs developing to fit my body and my musical self now.
My goal is to update this thread at least every week to include the parts that I have already posted, as well as whatever idea(s) come after it. Though, I may go out of order. I have realized that I work best when I am working as somebody who feels the need to communicate something to somebody, and not just as somebody sitting at a piano hoping things go right. I don't imagine I will need this process for every piece in my repertoire, but probably just this once to get me started. I am hoping that aside from the benefits it can have for me, that the process is something that somebody who may need it, can learn from, as well. I am hoping to not let this thread die before I've got the entire Theme and Variations from start to finish in one breath. I'm also hoping that I can start doing this in bigger chunks (more than one idea at a time) as I go, but I'm not going to force myself into that.
Cheers

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