Please allow me to apologize for my language and attitude on this website. It is unprofessional and immature. I take full responsibility for these actions, and can assure you that this will not happen again. Once again, I am sorry for my actions.
I think that it might be the best option for you to actually get something *done* after all. Practice and work consistently, follow your path, look for your real goals in life. But don't move around in never ending fruitless circles of thoughts and behaviour.