I had an exam on Law and commerce.
WOO! I get my new room tomorrow! Yipeeeeee! I wasn't positive if it was really going to happen at all, but it's really happening and it's happening tomorrow! Yip, Yip! That means I can musically decorate, too .
I had a major inspiration at improv today and now I'm regretful because I decided to go with the flow of the moment instead of getting my recording device...it was huge. Now I'm very regretful. But on the other hand I think if I had actually got up to get that recording device it probably would have interrupted the flow even more I'm slowly waking up and getting aware of what happened and I feel so frustrated... But okay, deep inside I know I can even do something better than that one today....someday...and maybe I can even conjure this incredible unspeakable thing to appear again, even much more intense, and even closer....!!!oh well
Don't be sad Wolfi! It's still there, it's just hiding a little.
That is really frustrating! If it was a good idea it will be back. I only play on digital pianos and recording is built in so I only need to push a button. All I need now is a flash of inspiration!
That is a bummer, Wolfi, but keep in mind it's mainly only a bummer because we live in an age where we more or less expect that we *can* get all of that on recording and listen back and learn from that in that way. Sometimes that tricks us, I think, into thinking that if we *didn't* capture it in the moment, that we are missing out on something. It didn't use to be that way, of course, and all that your inspiration was built upon in still there! Don't just try to remember the precise form of expression, but what it was built upon - where it came from. I bet you can try to dissect the process a bit and maybe get a link to the domino effect that led to the expression as you felt it. Well, just a thought . But, I'll look forward to hearing when it's time .
Didn't you say you were 15? That exam sounds more like something for University or something to me, kinda scary I had a math test today!
I went to work, spoke to about 20 customers with the intelligence of a sponge and then went home.