why did you choose this as your career if you're with these many doubts and depression on it?
You can't go from playing Liszt Piano concerto 2 to that. Only if you're an idiot, which he most certainly is not.
What bothers me the most is the way elite pianists pretend to be down to Earth and phony. Take Benjamin Grosvenor. An article about him had him as playing Gershwin Rhapsody in Blue. As if someone as gifted and serious a pianist as him would play that! You can't go from playing Liszt Piano concerto 2 to that. Only if you're an idiot, which he most certainly is not.