Hello, first of all I'd like to say that I know that there are many topics similar to this one, but I got through many of them ( on this forum too ) and I noticed one important thing - these matters are VERY individual and they depend strongly on the person who is asking for advice. As a proof - I haven't truly found my answers yet

So I would like you to tell me what would you recommend for me to play, knowing that :
( and it's going to be long, but I'm doing it to give you a better idea of what dwells in my mind and hands, and hopefully help you to help me

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1) I'm 23 yo, I started playing piano when I was like 6 or 7, but I quit at the age of 15-ish for several years ( I got bored ). I returned to piano playing around 3 years ago, infinitely inspired by my friend, who introduced me to Rachmaninoff's repertoire

. So it's really hard to say what is my current level, but here comes number two :
2) I returned to playing piano with some stuff like
River flows in you , then I got inspired by Kyle Landry ( famous youtuber, you probably know him ) and played his arrangement of
Passion by Utada Hikaru. It was quite a success, though I never got it perfectly nailed ( lack of time and will ).
Then as I stated before - Rachmaninoff blew my mind. So I picked up
Prelude in C# minor. It was a B to sight-read, but eventually I got it to sound satisfying. The only part that gave me trouble was of course Agitato - but mainly because I don't devote much time to piano playing ( I'm studying, sometimes working etc. ). I have trouble with those rapidly alternating chords ( they are uneven at times ) and sometimes with maintaining the melody line in the triplets. But I feel it's only a matter of time until I get it nailed.
Next I picked up Rachmaninoff's
Elegie - and it went well until I stopped in the middle of it ( lack of time + lazyness - I'm an astrological LION ). Here I had trouble with keeping the bassline silent. But eventually I feel I will manage this piece, if I find the will to return to it, because :
I started Rachmaninoff's
Prelude op. 23 no 5 ! And that piece is giving me more serious trouble. But that's mainly because my piano is incredibly dull and the keys are heavy to press - that results in real pain in the middle, lyrical section. Even though it's not as hard to play as I thought, I need to practise that to sound clear. Then of course I have trouble with the famous theme at page 2 - quick thick chords ( missing them notes ugh.. ). But I feel that it's also a matter of time, because there are attempts when I get it almost right. Can't figure out the right pedalling though.
I also started Rachmaninoff's
Prelude op. 32 no 10 and it's fairly easy, but I lost the devotion because of 23/5 ... I got to page 4 and so far didn't have trouble ( except making the repeated chords sound not too heavy - working on it

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Too much Rachmaninoff, so I started practising Chopin's
Heroic Polonaise op. 53. It's also not that hard as I thought, but I'm scared of those fast alternating octaves, it might be a huge obstacle. I'm working on it with lots of encouragement, because I really love the piece.
And besides those mentioned, I started sight-reading pieces that are one of my favourites of all time. And I don't plan finishing them any soon, just want to practise them a lot, even if it is going to take years to get them right. Those are : Rachmaninoff's
Moment Musicaux 4, Scriabin's
Etude op. 8 no 12, Scriabin's
Etude op. 42 no 5. But those are plans for the future, as I feel these pieces are currently above my level ( 8/12 feels the most doable though ).
3) Now what do I like? Rachmaninoff obviously, but I'm familiar with many of his works. Not every single one of course. I absolutely LOVE the dramatic mood of some Scriabin's pieces. Especially in
Etude 8/12, and the ending of
42/5 - that final descending passage - there's that unique dramatic beauty, as if something scary or terrifying was happening. I also started enjoying Chopin , but not everything - for example I tend to get bored with his slower pieces like nocturnes ( they ARE beautiful ! but I kinda like more "punch" - like Rachmaninoff ). I love Chopin's
Scherzo's though, but they are crazy difficult. I also enjoy Ravel's works, for their fluidity and mysterious mood. But the combination of dramatism and beauty gets me the most ( Scriabin's 8/12 once more

as my absolute favourite in this case ).
Allright, let's end this tale - now you know a little about my preferences and abilities :p
So tell me what else would you recommend for me? Any help greatly appreciated
