I'm guessing the answer to this already - but I need some of you to slap me please.
I need to make piano a priority.
Ideally I know the answer is to do some technique every day, have some pieces that I play from books and then have one piece that I am memorizing / actually working on within my playing ability.
It might just be a matter of enforcing the discipline to the above. I just sometimes think that if I got through all the Masterworks books to speed and playing correctly and articulating correctly - I would have a lot easier time trying to learn the beautiful pieces I have always wanted to play.