Thanks for advice fellow pianist.
I'm not really sure at what approach i should take at my current point though because of the arguements. I'm nowhere near a beginner just a humble servant of the piano slaving myself to achieve virtuosity and musicality at my best. Most of my technique was developed learning pieces.
I've always felt that technique was my control over the piano. The more masterful I became at the mechanics the more I am able to express my music musically rather than it being the other way around.
I remember many years ago i was just mindlessly practicing my 4-5th trills for La Campanella, it took a lot of mechanical soft repetition and rhythm with absolutely no soul attached but I was able to learn it and trill it just like my 1-2, speedily and beautifully as an end result so i always held to the notion of mechanics as the foundation to expression. Another is with my pathetique tremolos which i learned 5 years ago, i spun my wrist up and down in the air when i wasn't at the piano, like turning a door knob, i was able to play it well within a few days.
So far i've fooled everyone, professors and the like.
I may not know it but what are the potential damages that ive faced? it seems ive been thinking within the box, i want to be the best i can be.
I do practice slow but usually at technical extravagance it calls for me to make the notes extremely harder than it is to break down the barriers which lets me communicate it more freely.
Before i do anymore harm to myself, ill work my way on listz tech Studien
