Sorry to hear FAA. But really you should have listened to what we have had said to you before and follow the steps we have suggested. You really need to get some one that is qulaified as a teacher that can really help you to fix up your some basic rhythemic issues. Sometimes in life we have to accpet the TRUTHS, in the ends its what you can do with the truths can resolve the problems in a logical manner. Dnt be dishearted.....Hopefully a positive oucome will arrive soon.....
Today was the day when the admission list to the music school was set.I didn't appear in the list. I am so frustrating, I think I am not qualified to be a professional pianist.However, I am not sure if it was good or not. The reason I want to enter to the school is because I want to improve in my techinique at the piano, know how to play correctly, fix my mistakes and learn enough to play pieces like Chopin's Ballad, Ravel's Jeux d'Eau, Chopin's Revolutionary and so on.I want to repeat the exam next year, but I fear that there will be a moment when I will be insecure, lazy and I won't want to play for a time.I love to play piano, but I am not sure if I have the right level after 10 years.I want to be in piano courses, but I think I haven't reached yet the necessary level to enter.Also I feel that I have become more lazy with my practices. Probably that was the reason of why I wasn't chosen.How can I stop being lazy?