Lately, I don't want to name things anymore . As I realize more of how I saw the keys as a child, how I organized sound, and what reading means/meant to me, they are losing their names that I formally learned and they are wanting to be what they once were, and I want to go that direction. I will always know where a C is, but I want to make it go away as a "C" and I want it to be something else.But, I wonder, is this actually just a natural step that everybody goes through at some point? Where the names go away and it becomes something else?
Can you describe in some way how you're thinking about notes (that "something else")?
P.S. I find it interesting that in some old sources (e.g. Fux), the Do, Re,... system is not used as today: namely, whatever the tonic is, that is Do (C is Do in C major or minor or mixolydian or whatever, but A is Do and B is Re in A major, etc.)