Do you think someone more mentally healthy would have an advantage over someone who isn't, in piano performance?
But it's a fine line, because if one is too "difficult" to handle, one might not be invited to as many opportunities.
I have never met a completely "mentally healthy" concert pianist.
.Most importantly, I can't play in front of people. It's been like this for as long as I can remember. My anxiety is crippling and way out of control. (My prof knows I have…stuff.) Do you think someone more mentally healthy would have an advantage over someone who isn't, in piano performance? Thank you all.
I don't know anything about your mental health. I just know you have one specific handicap (that is probably part of a spectrum of related symptoms that differentiate you from a neurotypical). But that particular handicap is directly tied to your desired career. Can you do studio work? Playing with other musicians in a recording studio as background music, never to get credit for your work but possibly paying fairly well? That's not playing in front of people, but it is playing in front of a microphone.Failing that, do beta blockers help? There are some very successful performers with crippling performance anxiety who get by with a little chemical help. I see this as no different from a diabetic performer needing insulin to get through a concert. If you cannot play in front of people, and can't find a way to get paid for playing behind people, you may have answered your own question.