Memory, Cold and lonely last days.

[lostinidlewonder]

I thought I would share this improv I did a couple of weeks after someone very close to me passed away in a distant cold country after a long illness. This was like a musical prayer for them me understanding how lonely life can be, but there is like a Light, our God which will always bind us together with Love. There is like an underlying sense of coldness and loneliness I wanted to present but with some kind of saving warmth reaching out. I thank my God for inspiring this small musical offering I certainly felt it was coming from outside of myself. I played this on a Baby Zimmerman Grand piano (it is my instrument I had a child and it lives in the Church for now) in the Church right near my home.

For some reason this distorts when I play it through my cheap computer speakers but with headphones it's fine.

[josh93248]

I found your improv to be atmospheric, melancholy but also soothing and sort of hopeful. Cheers.

[lostinidlewonder]

Thank you josh this is just what I wanted to present in the improvisation, I'm glad you felt it.

[themeandvariation]

Hi LIIW,

To me it was like a candle's flame… delicately pulsing.. moving..
 
There was a quiet mystery about it...

I enjoyed the ride... Thank you for posting.

[pianoguy711]

I agree with that image TandV.   nice improv!

[lostinidlewonder]

That's very cool you see this image theme and pianoguy. There is this electric candle that burns in the church all the time in a pretty red stained glass case and it flickers constantly, I always notice it while I play. Thank you for listening and taking time to comment

[pianowolfi]

For some reason I thought, well, I might look into PS today, and I found this, and now I'm listening and
I love it.

[lostinidlewonder]

Hey pianowolfi good to hear from you and I'm so glad you love it, I also love it because it's like a musical prayer for me making me feel so connected to my loved one. For a few months I would listen to this at night and think of them... Sigh... Life is so short.