Piano Forum

Recently I feel I have entered a new phase in my piano playing which is quite exciting for me. I feel that the more I learn well it's like the less I know. Does that make sense to anyone? But instead of being frustrated, I'm quite excited by it. I feel like a whole new world has been opened up to me, like a lightbulb has just gone on and it's like 'ahhhh I get it now!' I played from age 11-17 and I'm now 40 ( with a massive 20 odd year gap in between) returning as an adult a few years ago. I realise now as a child I never really 'got it' just went through the motions, played lovely tunes but always felt a bit like a wind up toy.. Wind me up and I fired out the tunes and everyone said it was lovely, but I always felt like a bit of a fraud... Like I didn't really 'get it' My teacher now is wonderful and talks about the 'language' of music and 'reading' a score. Even though I was playing to an intermediate level , Up till now I was just interpreting it on surface level I suppose like thinking to myself 'it's piano at that measure then crescendo to forte at that bit' but just going through the motions I suppose. There was no connection, I felt distant physically from the piano, just pressing the keys. But over the last few weeks I feel like I am actually understanding the music more like why it goes where it does and seeing what the composer was trying to express at a certain bit. So now it's like this whole new language has been opened up. I suppose I can compare it to Spanish. I knew a bit over the years and could get by on my holidays there, but one year spent a while there and I remember sitting on a group chatting and suddenly realising I understood it much more.  Like the nuances, subtleties of the discussion. Then I realised there was a whole other level of speaking and understanding than just getting by...So anyway I just wanted to share... I feel excited, like I've reached a crucial milestone.. And I feel so excited to explore this whole new world that lies ahead. I'm 40 now.. Maybe another 50 years if I keep healthy :-) of wonderful music, and this language to study and understand. I'll never be a concert pianist, and I may never play the Apassionata but I am so looking forward to exploring the huge world of music that lies ahead. 😃 Happy playing everyone! 🙌🏼🙌🏼