Hi there! I know that my question may sound a bit weird...
So there are many performers that improvise on their concerts, there are competitions that include improvising. I wonder how they do that? In some musical universities they teach imrovising, right? In my they don't l. But I really would like to at least teach myself. I like improvising, but I am not sure if I am doing it right? And I'm not sure if there is a right way to improvise, lol. Again, it does sound weird, but I am really confused by that. I like to improvise, but I surely wouldn't do it on a concert, for example. Actually I'm afraid to show it to anyone. And it is mostly because I am not sure about how it would end up, maybe I won't be able to do it at all. Also I wonder how people do improvising on certain themes. When I try to do it, it becomes so unnatural and trivial (not that in other cases it is brilliant, but at least I like what I do).
So please help me! Any information will be good. Mostly I would like to read books on that theme, if there are any.
Thank you so much for your candor/honesty. I do know from personal experience that your mindset/thesis may be subject to major ridicule.
However, the actual performance practice of the 18th, 19th, and early 20th centuries was not the way the piano (Conservatory Method) is played today. Accordingly, I proffer my widely viewed Thesis on this subject.
Please pay special attention to the response and reply by "Charles Blanchard." And, most importantly, my answer which will answer/address many of your questions.
Further, the book by Dr. Neal Peres Da Costa, "Off the 'Record: Performing Practices in Romantic Piano Playing," is a very detailed analysis of "Original" performance practices of the time period. With the addition of an aural website, it plays 39 recorded examples of this type of playing.
This includes improvisation and other common performance practices, WHICH IS THE WAY THE COMPOSER/PIANISTS WHO ACTUALLY COMPOSED THIS MUSIC, ORIGINALLY PLAYED AND TAUGHT IT!
Please contact me by PM, if you desire further information/guidance. All the best.