Firstly Robert, I was very relieved to read your post as I had begun to fear you might have gone the way of our friends Birba and David April ("rachfan"). Happily not.
Until today I had not followed your links and had posted without being aware of your immense musical knowledge and background, which is somewhat embarrassing for a seventy-five-year-old mad improviser who spent thirty years working at a factory and had his last private music lesson well over fifty years ago.
Your music moves me on a deep level, even listening from moment to moment and naively, as someone like me is compelled to do. The impassioned lyricism, the imitative, melodic self-reference, the accented highlights like coloured flashes of light within crystal, invariably produce a "magic casement" effect in my brain. Romantic certainly, emotional to a degree I suppose but "emotion" is a pretty limited term after all. The subjective impression, as with all fine music whatever its genre, is what Aldous Huxley called "suchness", a perception of abstract beauty amounting to a feeling that the universe is wrapped up into a ball which I am holding in the palm of my hand. It isn't about syntactical musical data or structure or pattern; it's something "far more deeply interfused" and you have it in spades.
I know little about form and next to nothing about theory but I hear at once that the contrasting playful sections at 5:40, 14:17 and 22:00 exhibit what I, probably in my ignorance, call the "principle of two". The finest music seems to exhibit this elliptic pendulum balance between two entities, from the overall form right down to phrasal juxtaposition. Just one idea courts monotony and three or more can easily sound polyglot; unless those qualities are aesthetically deliberate of course, which they can be sometimes, rules are for fools after all.
To conclude, I am grateful I heard this as my improvisation, although by no means unsatisfying, has become a tad grotesque lately and your piece, with its truly glorious main phrase has reasserted the power of romantic lyricism for me, so thanks for that.
The notion of "beauty" may be considered old-fashioned, but yes, I do indeed think in such terms, and I endeavor to create the beautiful.
I’m not quite sure what you mean by the "principle of two," and I would be curious if you could elaborate.
And speaking of lyricism, there is much lyricism in your prose commentary.
Thanks for this substantial post. It is a very enjoyable work, with scope from the impish to the majestic via the elegiac. There is a lot of interesting harmonic sense at play here.
This is a very enjoyable piece of music. I enjoyed it a lot. Well done. The emotions you wrote about are all there., I captured them. Thank you for sharing your work.
I don't know how to feel about this. On one hand, it's amazing and I love it. On the other, wow, this was a hit to the self-esteem.