I’ve been studying piano for almost 20 years at this point. I liked Chopin when I was a teenager, but I pretty quickly fell off his music as I discovered other composers I like more. I’ve performed some small pieces and the third ballade. But other than a few random pieces like the Barcarolle and some of the less played stuff like Rondo à la mazur, I don’t look forward to hearing his music on a program, nor am I very interested in performing it.
Maybe at some point after I finish my doctoral program this year I’ll try to sit down with a Chopin piece and come to love it on my own terms. But yeah, my general feeling after performing anything by Chopin is “I never want to do that again.” It’s so difficult, he’s someone that you really need to fully get inside his head to do his music justice, and so often I feel like I’m too different from him to be able to do that. Idk if any of this makes sense. He’s obviously a brilliant composer who made huge contributions to the repertoire, but he just doesn’t excite me at this time in my life.