I played the toccata on concert tonight. Surprisingly, I didn't get very nervous (I though I would be shaking and unable to play the piece...), because after the number that was right before the toccata, I thought that someone would present me and the piece before I went on stage. And as nothing happened for 15-20 seconds, I guess the only thing to do was to walk out and play... actually, I'm very glad that it ended up that way, because it made me think of something else, and I wasn't too nerous as I played it.
The concert was our schools yearly "spring concert". It usually takes place in our school, but this time, we got to play in the philharmonics concert hall - a really beautiful hall. The acoustics are great there, and they had a very nice Steinway.
On the whole, I think the performance was okay. Actually, I thought that people who've heard the piece before wouldn't like it at all, but then I talked to some people who heard it before (and liked the music), and they liked how I played it too. Surprisingly to me, they didn't comment the tempo - even though I played it at 120-125...

I made some stupid mistakes, like on the second last chord, I missed it and it sounded terrible. So when I hit the last note, some people probably were unsure of if I was finished or not...
It was a good experience, because now I know that if I want to do something this hard on a concert again and still want to make the best of it, I have to start practicing earlier. Because even though I was able to play the piece all the way through, it's hard to make it sound fresh after almost three weeks of so much practice. I could have played it in a more interresting way, but now it was a bit too "mechanical". I'm glad I did it after all. Anyway, there's another concert the 19th, where I'll probably play it again, together with one of Medtners fairy tales - another piece I have to learn in a short time. Looking forward to it.
But from tomorrow and until monday night, I'm on a class trip to Prague!

Have fun here without me, see you soon again
