Hi !!

My current repertoire is slighty above 10 minutes !! impressive, isnt it?

However, even with such a short repertoire, i have many memory problems

I know its origins, for sure. I rely mostly on HAND MEMORY (ie: muscle memory).
I hate it, but that is the way it is

Whenever i get lost, or go blank on some part of the piece, i have to go back some mesures (if not to the very beginning!!) to some spot where i can resume my playing. It is horrible

Question:
how do i complement that HAND memory (that i know is necessary, after all), that betrays me so often, with a much more reliable one?
PD: trying to follow the score while playing confuses me. I cannot read and play at the same time
