I am nuts

[gorbee natcase]

I have just been typing about my day in the chat room for about half an hour, realy everything I have done today and just looked up at my screen and realised that there was no one in there what a waste so I must be boring people I am a little crazy which is i suppose unnearving and verry intense new resolution (be a little more reserved)

[gorbee natcase]

please forgive my tempriment I need help

[gorbee natcase]

please don't hate me I am a sociopath ::)a blister, dictionary deffinition gorbee natcase, also descibed as a blister, how crazy are you realy I mean realy, Is it cus I is english any way I am on one I have a secret plan and am going to learn nthe rach 3 backwards
now that will be a first, no I think that I need to structure my practice time and actualy stick to my plan stop listening to my wishes and set some clear goals (its the only way), however easyer said than done, why does self controll evade my these days, Oh and if you were to give say 3 hours to practice how far would you get with a piece at best, if you are in that sort of mood where you can repeat something infinnate times without getting board, (I think I am afraid of wearing a piece out before I have learnt it, I want it all right now,as i said I am in one of those moods,the RAF is awsome I bask in the noise(pianist and jet fighter ar on equel footings as career choises)

[thalbergmad]

I am nuts and i have got a psychiatrists report to prove it.

So one up on you.

[rob47]

I attack windmills. Fire breathing windmills.

[thalbergmad]

I attacked a cactus once, coz i thought it called me a to**er.

Should not joke about mental illness really, but i look back on mine with some hilarity. It must be part of the healing process.

I once head butted a mirror after having an argument with myself.