yes. competitions where they get ugly and people start breaking out fist fighting and slapping. (just kidding of course)
i miss someone. i don't know if it's you. are you who i think you might be. i miss my piano teacher. i think he was sort of mean/nice. i want to be mean/nice back. when my leg heals (was told it won't break in the same place twice) - i want to give him a swift kick and then a kiss on the cheek. anyway...i appreciated his honesty. i am used to showing people my compositions and them saying 'oh, that's really great you're composing - and stuff like that.' well, he tells me exactly what i need to improve the composition right away. like, 'now with that melody - can someone actually sing it?' or, with my grand mozart cadenza paper - catching the spelling of ibid (and actually knowing what the latin term meant anyway). for all his strangeness - i greatly miss him.