You are too modest, thats a quality, i hate arogance. You know i heard you play the Liszt consolation in D flat, its truly great, it sounds pure and honest and very sensative.
You said something about not being good enough, thats haw i feel about my own piano playing, but my teacher hates it when i say that. I can only speak for myself but i fell there are as many pianists as there are airline piolits, and unless you are say Lang Lang then its difficult to have a great career in music. Am sorry i didnt know about your hand injury. All the best.