i will never in my lifetime forgive u for that comment. u are now in the bermuda triangle of a woman's wrath. (just kidding) watching on pbs last night - i found out it all has something to do with the earth losing some of it's magnetic pull (say 6%) and that is why the bermuda triangle loses people in different places. of course, the show said that many don't even believe that the bermuda triangle is anything to worry about. that it is an urban myth.
another show i happened to watch whilst on a guilt trip about my sexiness (and cleaning up the bedroom which has turned into a library of books and magazines - as i am married to a librarian at heart) was maury povich. he had on a show about women who were in desperate need of a makeover. u know. the kind that always read books. wore tape between their glass lenses. didn't dress well. they show them in their regular outfits (jogging attire, library skirts, low heels, etc) and then after the makeover. it's quite phenomenal.
i guess if it weren't for ur comments - i'd not really worry. now (though i have been for several weeks listening to the comments of my teenage daughter about my clothing) i am obsessed about attempting a come-back. here's the plan. i go into philadelphia to a salon i haven't tried (like the mall usuallY). get a real haircut. then - go and spend several thousand dollars on clothing. of course, eating out will be a necessity. the only problem with all of this is that u have to maintain it. that is where i get dead-locked. i have limited time and a lot of things to do during the week. if i were to suddenly change my lifestyle (kill all the children, quit cooking and cleaning and doing laundry, go to the spa more) then i might succeed at keeping it all going.
the times i feel the sexiest are when i am actually exercising (but it has rained here for four days straight). right now i am eating a chocolate bar. fat is no longer a dirty word. of course, for my husband - he's still sexy and he's fairly large in girth. don't u think attitude can be sexy. i mean - if a man treats a woman really nice - he's likely to get what he wants. and, for a woman - if u treat ur man gently and don't criticize then it's likely u'll get what u want, too. i think no matter people's looks or sizes - they can be sexy. it's just - i don't personally feel that great when i haven't been working out. this year has been an absolute downer. last year broken leg. catching up on a lot of stuff. and, now all this rain. i feel like a plus size model right now. the only thing that helps is to find things that fit well (jeans and shirts) and just think sexy.