the chapter about winter from garrison keeler's 'lake wobegon days':
'when i was fifteen, a girl i wrote three poems for invited me to x-mas dinner so her parents could see that i wasn't as bad as many people said, and after a big meatball supper and a long thoughtful period between her dad and me as she and her mom cleared the dishes when he asked me what i intended to do with myself, we went to the ten o'clock candlelight service at lake wobegon lutheran. my mind wasn't on christmas. i was thinking about her. she had never seen the poems because they were too personal, so she didn't know how much i loved her.
the lights went out, and the children's choir began its slow march up the aisle, holding candles and singing home on the prarie (in norwegian) - the song, the smell of pine boughs, the darkness, relased the tears they evidently had held back for a very long time. her mother wept, her father who had given me stony looks for hours bent down and put his face in his hands, her lovely self drew out a hanky and held it to her eyes, and i too tried to cry--i wanted to cry right along with her and maybe slip my arm around her shoulders --and i couldn't. i took out my handkerchief, thinking it would get me started, and blew my nose, but there was nothing there.
i only cried later, after i walked her home. we stood on her steps, she opened the door, i leaned toward her for one kiss, and she turned and said, 'i hate to say this but you are one of the coldest people i ever met.' i cried at home, in bed, in the dark...'