I think all of you guys live a great musical life

from what I read.. you don't really have HUGE secrets or real big problems with piano..
I decided to open my heart here.. to make you know how lucky you are.. all of you..
I have a lot of piano secrets.. & have no one to tell about.. coz here in Arbil- Kurdistan where I live.. if I told anyone about my passion.. my love to the piano.. she\he is gonna laugh at me

imagine loving the piano so much since you are 7.. dreaming of it.. being ready to do anything just to touch the beatifull 88 keys.. but you can't: no piano teachers where you live in Syria.. no monye to buy a piano.. no piano concerts.. all what you have is tv to see more piano & feel more pain.. coz deep inside your heart: you know that you are a pianist.. you have to be.. but you just can't do it.. & you stay try to play something classicaal on your 3 octave keyboard.. but you can never finish a piece coz 3 octaves are never enogh..
but you never stop dreaming: a miracle must happen.. & till then, keep playing your small keyboard...
do it till you are 10, & then something happens:
you see an upright piano for the 1st time n your life in a friend's house.
you touch it..
& you realize that this is what you have to do for the rest of your life..
but you still can't do it..
& then..
3 years later..
the biggist thing that changes your life happens:
you move to another country (Kurdistan) were your parents makes much more money (my father has doctorate in musicology & he is a great guitarist.. he stared teaching in university here in kurdistan.. in syria we lived in a small city whic is why there was no music schools there.. but here there is an institute & college)
& can think of buying a piano for you..
so & when you 2 years later..
after finishing the 9 years in school to be abel to go to the msic institute..
you do it!!! go to the test & pass!! & buy a piano..
you go to the music instrumaents shop to but the piano.. no pianos here so the shop brings it from UAE..
you heart is flying: I'll get an upright piano soon...
& spent the the nights thinking about it..
the piano is late!!! yeah it's stuck in (Basrah) were it's war. & stucks there for tow months.
& you spend 2 months in pain: what's gonna happen for my piano??
& when it finally reaches to your city..
& when you are about to take it home..
the guy in th music instrumints shop says I'll take a look at he house (our house)
the most sad day in my life..
he comes. takes a look at the stairs..
& says: impossible..
we cant take the piano upstairs: the stairs are too tight..
I cried that night..
& had to buy a Clavinova..
but never mind..
I got a great piano teacher..
I study in the institute..
the best pianist now in the institue..
even invited to play in concerts..
I stated takin the piano lessons ith my great teacher 6 months ago only..
finished 28 Hanons.. trying to master Chromatic scales & the scales.. play Nocturnes (Chopin) & a valse & a half

& Toccata (Khachaturian)..
everybody are amaized about me

I guess it's just that I've always been a pianist in me heart

I'll tell you more soon.. my dreams..my secrets...
Boran