Hello all,
Well, for a while now I’ve been reading the posts on the website and learning a lot from everyone here that discusses their problems, experiences, etc. I, however, have been worrying about some peculiarities as well and am hoping someone could shine some light in my direction. I’m 20 yrs old and I live in Argentina. I have been a student of piano since May 2006 (not a long time, but almost 2 years now.) Since the very beginning I think I have been very disciplined and persistent with my study and practice. Very scarcely do I take a day off, as it is a daily struggle to say it somehow. About a month ago my teacher gave me a brand new repertoire to begin studying, which includes:
Beethoven’s Sonata in G Op.14/2
Chopin posthumous Waltz in E minor
Bach’s Prelude and Fugue No.5 in D major from WTC I
I also began Chopin’s “black key” etude but my teacher told me to leave it saying I am still not ready for it, we haven’t decided on a study yet, but something from Czerny’s Op. 740 surely.
I recognize that in the short time I have been playing piano I have advanced quite a bit, and I feel I can say these things naturally without having to worry about coming off as “bragging” since we’re all constantly learning and overcoming difficulties. In no way I am trying to do this; rather I believe that in what I need help, it is an important detail to have in mind.
What I am mainly concerned about it is hard to put into words, but it is as if my fingers are constantly tired, or fatigued. To express it another way, I feel that I don’t develop any velocity like I should be developing, and that certain passages that are not complicated at all, instead rather easy, are hard for me. It feels as if I’ve hit a wall, a speed wall, a technical wall, which I can’t overcome. I don’t believe I have troubles with the musical aspects of the pieces, with that I always have my teacher who aids me, but it is as if I am more mentally prepared for these pieces, while my fingers got stuck in the way. My teacher constantly reminds me that speed appears on itself, and to keep studying these pieces slowly, with both hands separately, then together, separately, identifying all the difficulties and working on making them easy, but I feel I can’t.
What I mentioned before hand, could this be a problem of having little time over the keyboard? Should I practice more? Are my poor fingers not prepared for this yet?
I would be grateful if anyone else could share their thoughts or share experiences.
Thank you!