Hi everyone,
i have been reading this forum now for several months, its very helpful at times but i have some general and specific questions to ask for myself.
First of all i'll describe my own situation, to give anyone willing to help some background info. I've had piano lessons from 5-12 from my dad. At that age you go into puberty and its not cool anymore to play, i think people know what i mean

At that time i was able to play pieces like the moonlight sonata 1st movement, fur elise, rondo a la turca (mozart) and other relatively easy stuff like that. Between my 12th and 16-17th i hardly ever touched the piano at all. After that i slowly started playing again, right now i'm 21 and since about 2 years i started practising seriously again. This time however without a teacher and to avoid any weird looks from my dad i wont be having a teacher till i moved out of house which i expect to happen in about a year. So please dont give me the advice to take a teacher right now because that is just not an option untill i moved out!
I just play for my own pleasure i have no intentions to become a professional pianist or anything like that and i dont think it will happen either

After i started playing seriously again i've played and practised a LOT of pieces, many were above my level and therefore i was never capable of playing them at the right tempo, without errors or fluently bringing out all the voices etc. Pieces i did get down properly are amongst others:
Rachmaninoff C# prelude
Chopin polonaise in A major
Debussy Arabesque 1
Faure Pavane
Faure Cantique de Jean Racine (piano part offcourse)
Mendelssohn Duetto from Lieder Ohne Worte
Brahms 118 2
Brahms waltz Ab (that famous one)
Chopin Etude 25 9 (almost got this one down...)
Thats just to give u an idea of what pieces i'm capable of playing. I am well aware of the fact that i lack practise in Bach and Beethoven which brings me to one of my questions. Their style of compositions brings certain issues to me. A lot of their works just cant seem to please me enough to work hard on them like i can work hard on the romantic pieces. Therefore i'd gladly hear suggestions from any of u as to what pieces could be suitable. I have all the Beethoven sonatas on sheet music and in a few sonatas there are certain movements that appeal to me like the very well known 2nd movement from pathetique. If anyone has more suggestions as to Beethoven or Bach gems like that (offcourse a Bach piece will never really be romantic, but i'm sure people understand what i mean. Accesible Bach/Beethoven pieces (or sections of) around or slightly above my level of playing to get some of that repertoire down aswell.
Another question i've got is a lot more specific. When playing a piece like Rach's C# prelude, the hand constantly form 'large' chords close together. I have got rather broad shoulders so when playing these chords i get quite an uncomfortable angle for my arms and wrists, my arms with an inward angle and to have my hands in the right position on the piano i have to put my wrists into an outward angle. When practising this prelude it sometimes started hurting, i would stop immediatly, but i would like to know if anyone has hints or something as to releave that 'stress' a little?
My third question needs some background info aswell. At home we have a beautiful C. Bechstein grand made in 1916 (or around that time) with a great full sound, strong bass and a very rich tone. Thats why i like playing pieces with a lot of chords in it (like the Chopin polonaise) that much, that rich sound is just great in my opinion. A drawback however from this beautiful piano is the heavy auction (i think its called that), the force required to produce a tone is larger than on any other piano i've played so far. For not so fast pieces with a lot of chords the piano is great. For faster passage with a lot of scales etc it requires a bit more effort. Since i've been playing this piano since i was 5 i grew up with the idea that its harder to play fast pieces. This resulted in avoiding those pieces and right now i notice that i do not have enough experience with those pieces to get for example Chopin 10 2 down properly. When playing the chromatics i'm not as fast as i want and sometimes i do not exert enough force to produce a tone, so it sounds like i'm forgetting a few tones

I would like some advice for certain pieces to work towards for example the 10 2 etude, so on a slightly lower level so i can build up my speed and coordination. I do NOT want to learn things like the Czerny studies etc because the time spent at the piano i want to enjoy it. I'd rather learn 3 beautiful pieces in a month than 1 Czerny study in a week to accomplish the same result. So hopefully any of u has some advice on this aswell.
Now English isnt my native language and this has become quite a read, so if u dont understand things or need more information i'll gladly rewrite some things.
Thanks in advance everyone,
Hans