Hi soulmusic,
I tried to e-mail to you but failed. Hence, i post my reply here:
A soulful rendition by Cortot (1929 edition) is enough to make my heart cry out : "Is there any more beautiful music and drama than this piece?" Introspective, tender, passionate, laden with many emotions, are Chopin's genius in composing this piece. Cortot's interpretation is my favourite. He is intimate, personal and experiments with varied tonal colours just enough to whet the listener's appetite for more. How this piece must have mesmerised many women at the salon when the composer, Chopin played it in his times. Cortot, being the Chopin specialist, layers the music with clarity, technical virtuosity and sensitivity. Genius Chopin meets genius Cortot at their best in this piece. Lyrical beauty is at its best in this piece.
I cannot withhold my tears when I hear this piece. I remember the times when my late father and I conversed in my native language, Mandarin, and we shared moments of divine exchange together. I remember when my father passed away, his eyes were closing at the ebb of his life. This music suits the memory; it replays a memory of beautiful times once treasured, now forever gone. The joys and pains of a life once so strong, yet so frail on the hospital bed, is what the music symbolises to me. The cycle of life, as illustrated by the music; the celebration of life, as crafted by the musician in this Ballade, are what this piece means to me.
Chopin holds a special place in my heart. His music is universal.