"H in new england" by Max Richter sheet music - PLEASE HELP!!!!!

[nila443]

Good day everyone!
I am desperately looking for a sheet music of Max Richter called H in New England.
I am looking for it everywhere, i can not find it! I saw couple people play it on youtube and asked them where did they find the sheet music, but they never answered. It's like a top secret or something like it.
If anyone knows where to find it or if anyone has please let me know - i promised my husband of 13 years to play on our next anniversary.
PLEASE HELP!!!! e-mail me if you have it or know where to find it to nila443@gmail.com
Thank you