I am always a little confused by people who come here asking questions and wanting guidance but also insisting on "teaching themselves" and that they don't need nor want a teacher ... *scratches head*
If you have to ask, then I would recommend you ask the advice of an individual whom you can actually play for in person, whom can really see/hear your strengths and your weaknesses, whom you can relay your goals to and somebody who can give you a personal and accurate assessment of what you need next.